Its been 1 week i changed my job. And i can say everything went so well so far...well..its an advertising firm. A place i've been dream to be with once upon a time regardless to what the company name is. Bottom line, i'm happy in what i'm doing and getting ready to build up a new phase of life. I dont want to compare on the environment part...cos as far as i'm concern, i've been exposed with such a luxurious environment as i'd been working with a big corporation ever since i graduated. And now, i donno whats got into me where i definetely can say i tone down myself to a small advertising company.
Back to square one. sick of handling things for big corporation and its time for me to work my ass out and lead the company together with my boss to another level of business. Oh yeah...i got lucky to handle all management accounts and work closely as one team with the directors. I love to lead and i consult others who needed...thats why i'm enjoying my new life. Advertising world as been part of my life since i'm a lil kid. I was amaze with super interesting ad on TV that brought me to work at TV station before...and i was groomed to be and client servicing before back in my interns years to deal with the real advertisers. And now i'm taking chances and opportunity that been given to me to lead the team of management acc together with my boss..
hope it will bring joy, experience and of course CASH$$! to me.....hehe. Never stop to always say Alhamdulillah for what You have given me all this while...and always pray for better future. insyAllah...
Part from i'm slowly build up my career...i'm actually kind of 'fallin' in love...last nite this kinda guy had made his 1st moved. I was shocked and impressed but guess what....i ignored him for the nite! inever one this feeling to interupt what i'm slowy trying to built up...but deep inside me i always wanted this kind of guy....but i still having this lil feeling that i might get hurt badly like what i've been through before this.......hmmmm....guess i've to deal with it!
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putusin untuk milih jln sendrian.....
Mungkin satu perkara yg aku benar-benar percaya bahwa, jika kita punya masalah kita gak butuh tuk lari dari nya. Kerna, klo kita lari dari nya ia seperti kita create another problem yang maha besar. Ingin aku ungkapkan disini, aku tu seorang yg sentiasa positive. Even thou problem maha besar ni dtg, aku emangnya ambil ringan... yang pasti di lubuk hati aku ni kerisauan semakin memutar-mutar. Cuman, the way i took it either i want my self to tersepit dlm kebingungan or make myself free by look at the positive way.
Aku sadar, aku punya impian kalu dihitungkan tahun 2010 ni aku gak punya matlamat hidup. Yang aku tahu, i built up slowly my vision according to what i'm facing in reality. Aku kaget mau jadi Linda yang dulu...punya Visi dan matlamat terang-terangan gitu deh. Cuman, yang pasti aku tu mulain thn baru aku ngan jiwa kosong ..nah...maka nya the whole years seems empty to me....even thou there are several of wonderful occasion happening round me tapi diri aku ni bkn aku... aku ni palsu deh...palsu atas raut wajah yg sentiasa gembira tp pada dasar nyer aku kesepian, pura-pura kaya tp pada dasar nya aku gak sekaya yg dilihat....bohong pada character aku yg open minded tp emangnya aku ni kalut...Alhamdulillah..stakat ini aku kenal siapa aku yg gak bisa dusta pada janji aku sendri. Emang nya aku ni honest, cuman my honesty sometimes dipertikai kan oleh setengah pihak yg hanya lihat aku dr luaran trus mengritik aku bulat-bulat..tolang ya mas..kenalin aku dulu baru bisa ungkapin yg gak bener ttg aku!
nah...sekarang ini, its time for me to walk on my on way. Tanpa siapa2 yg bisa ngajarin aku or lead langkah aku nih. Cukup atas smua experience yg aku lihat and lalui slama aku bekerjaya. Klo dipikirin, hidup aku ni mewah...mewah dgn ngomong2 kosong teman2, mewah dgn persahabatan yg berlandaskan permainan semata-mata. Aku ni keletihan..hingga sampai satu tahap...aku tertanya2 suatu ketika dulu...ngapain aja anak kecil yg gak cukup bln dilahirkan akhirnya meninggal?? na....sekarang...dlm usia seginian baru aku sadari, emangnya idup sebagai khalifah di muka bumi ini amat berat! Bayi yg gak cukup bln itu sebelum diutuskan ke bumi, Tuhan bertanya apa beliau mahu gak berada dibumi....tp..bayi itu jwb tidak...kerna...di saat ini baru aku sadari mengapa dia gak mau berada didunia...... T_T ya ampun... bagi aku semakin kita mengharungi hari-hari dewasa semakin berat deh segala permasalahan yg timbul. Kini, aku harus stand on my two feet , deal with the world..all alone for now....it seems that no one could ever pass my way and gimme that tender guidance.........
Tanggal 2 november ini, tarikh yg menjadi titik tolak permulaan baru dlm dunia career aku! wmang aku impikan tuk berkerja di Advertising agency but rezeki tuk aku bekerja dia bahagian media udah tertulis dlm buku hidup aku. Trus...slama 2 thn aku di Media prima Berhad...suatu organisasi yg besar and terkenal. Posisi aku di kantor ku bkn calang2...Alhamdulillah aku bisa menamat kan 2 thn perjalan career ku dgn experience yg bisa dikatakan lengkap tuk aku menerusi impian aku ke advertising world...yeah..i;m talking about the real advertising world. Serius, ini ada suatu perkara yg aku sendri amat sukar tuk ungkapkan...sukar tuk aku terus terang sama boss yg aku tu ingin resign! but i did at last....and of course its not a easy thing to actually be face 2 face with my boss to deal with a resignation stuff!
i just did...Alhamdulillah..it went well..and its not an easy thing for my boss to deal with. Ternyata klo udah nekad tu, tiada persoalan bisa merubah hati aku ini. My boss kind of counter back, but.....dilihat penuh dlm mata aku ini punya visi sendri yg pingin ku kejar. Lalu, dia membebaskan aku untuk melangkah lebih jauh and meniti impian aku. Berbekalkan doa dan wawasan serta sokong dr boss, teman-teman sekantor aku bersemangat melangkah ke pintu hadapan dgn membawa segala pengalaman and metlamat ku yg ingin ku bentuk sendrian. Sekarang dunia ini..dunia ku...InsyAllah...suatu ari nanti, udah sampei waktu dan aku udah bersedia untuk berkongsi visi yg tersemat di hati ku, akan ku luah kan pada insan yg benar2 aku percayai....now, i'm rady to spread my wings widely...
Even thou, ortu aku gak berapa fancy aku tukar career, tp udah jelasin sama beliau aku memilih jln ku sendri..sampai kapan deh aku harus nuruti keputusan kalian..yg diakhir waktu nyer aku ni confused. Ya udah...aku gak mintak penjelesan dr km yg aku pinta is at least a lil blessing from u. Kerna aku percaya, klo doa ortu tu di berkati, InsyAllah, segala jalan rezeki yg dijanji kan Tuhan dtg dgn mudah...and aku tu bersyukur kerna tlah didik pada asas yg betul dan gak mungkin la aku bisa lupa diri..mudah-mudahan tidak. di doain aja la untuk aku yg very agressive ini...sebab utama aku mahu nukarin kerjaya itu terletak pf diriku sendri..gak siapa yg aku yaking mo dikongsi bersama....hanya Tuhan saja lah yg tau..........
Aku sadar, aku punya impian kalu dihitungkan tahun 2010 ni aku gak punya matlamat hidup. Yang aku tahu, i built up slowly my vision according to what i'm facing in reality. Aku kaget mau jadi Linda yang dulu...punya Visi dan matlamat terang-terangan gitu deh. Cuman, yang pasti aku tu mulain thn baru aku ngan jiwa kosong ..nah...maka nya the whole years seems empty to me....even thou there are several of wonderful occasion happening round me tapi diri aku ni bkn aku... aku ni palsu deh...palsu atas raut wajah yg sentiasa gembira tp pada dasar nyer aku kesepian, pura-pura kaya tp pada dasar nya aku gak sekaya yg dilihat....bohong pada character aku yg open minded tp emangnya aku ni kalut...Alhamdulillah..stakat ini aku kenal siapa aku yg gak bisa dusta pada janji aku sendri. Emang nya aku ni honest, cuman my honesty sometimes dipertikai kan oleh setengah pihak yg hanya lihat aku dr luaran trus mengritik aku bulat-bulat..tolang ya mas..kenalin aku dulu baru bisa ungkapin yg gak bener ttg aku!
nah...sekarang ini, its time for me to walk on my on way. Tanpa siapa2 yg bisa ngajarin aku or lead langkah aku nih. Cukup atas smua experience yg aku lihat and lalui slama aku bekerjaya. Klo dipikirin, hidup aku ni mewah...mewah dgn ngomong2 kosong teman2, mewah dgn persahabatan yg berlandaskan permainan semata-mata. Aku ni keletihan..hingga sampai satu tahap...aku tertanya2 suatu ketika dulu...ngapain aja anak kecil yg gak cukup bln dilahirkan akhirnya meninggal?? na....sekarang...dlm usia seginian baru aku sadari, emangnya idup sebagai khalifah di muka bumi ini amat berat! Bayi yg gak cukup bln itu sebelum diutuskan ke bumi, Tuhan bertanya apa beliau mahu gak berada dibumi....tp..bayi itu jwb tidak...kerna...di saat ini baru aku sadari mengapa dia gak mau berada didunia...... T_T ya ampun... bagi aku semakin kita mengharungi hari-hari dewasa semakin berat deh segala permasalahan yg timbul. Kini, aku harus stand on my two feet , deal with the world..all alone for now....it seems that no one could ever pass my way and gimme that tender guidance.........
Tanggal 2 november ini, tarikh yg menjadi titik tolak permulaan baru dlm dunia career aku! wmang aku impikan tuk berkerja di Advertising agency but rezeki tuk aku bekerja dia bahagian media udah tertulis dlm buku hidup aku. Trus...slama 2 thn aku di Media prima Berhad...suatu organisasi yg besar and terkenal. Posisi aku di kantor ku bkn calang2...Alhamdulillah aku bisa menamat kan 2 thn perjalan career ku dgn experience yg bisa dikatakan lengkap tuk aku menerusi impian aku ke advertising world...yeah..i;m talking about the real advertising world. Serius, ini ada suatu perkara yg aku sendri amat sukar tuk ungkapkan...sukar tuk aku terus terang sama boss yg aku tu ingin resign! but i did at last....and of course its not a easy thing to actually be face 2 face with my boss to deal with a resignation stuff!
i just did...Alhamdulillah..it went well..and its not an easy thing for my boss to deal with. Ternyata klo udah nekad tu, tiada persoalan bisa merubah hati aku ini. My boss kind of counter back, but.....dilihat penuh dlm mata aku ini punya visi sendri yg pingin ku kejar. Lalu, dia membebaskan aku untuk melangkah lebih jauh and meniti impian aku. Berbekalkan doa dan wawasan serta sokong dr boss, teman-teman sekantor aku bersemangat melangkah ke pintu hadapan dgn membawa segala pengalaman and metlamat ku yg ingin ku bentuk sendrian. Sekarang dunia ini..dunia ku...InsyAllah...suatu ari nanti, udah sampei waktu dan aku udah bersedia untuk berkongsi visi yg tersemat di hati ku, akan ku luah kan pada insan yg benar2 aku percayai....now, i'm rady to spread my wings widely...
Even thou, ortu aku gak berapa fancy aku tukar career, tp udah jelasin sama beliau aku memilih jln ku sendri..sampai kapan deh aku harus nuruti keputusan kalian..yg diakhir waktu nyer aku ni confused. Ya udah...aku gak mintak penjelesan dr km yg aku pinta is at least a lil blessing from u. Kerna aku percaya, klo doa ortu tu di berkati, InsyAllah, segala jalan rezeki yg dijanji kan Tuhan dtg dgn mudah...and aku tu bersyukur kerna tlah didik pada asas yg betul dan gak mungkin la aku bisa lupa diri..mudah-mudahan tidak. di doain aja la untuk aku yg very agressive ini...sebab utama aku mahu nukarin kerjaya itu terletak pf diriku sendri..gak siapa yg aku yaking mo dikongsi bersama....hanya Tuhan saja lah yg tau..........
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Vibration: Radiant EnergyLeo's Secret Desire: To be a star
Description: Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour.
Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good.
There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone. No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers.
Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.
By Athena Starwoman
Description: Love triumphs over all for this sign, which is ruled by the heart and operates from this dimension too. Leo's are born fortunate. Charismatic and positive-thinking they attract not only an abundance of friends and opportunities, but manage to survive life's stormy times with style and good humour.
Once a Lion is committed to a relationship, they are totally devoted and faithful. Should their heart or trust be broken they never forgive or forget. When a relationship breaks down (even a long standing one) they can disappear into the sunset without a backward look. Leos can cut ties, and leave others heartbroken, but usually there is a good reason why they have broken a tryst. For a Leo, when a relationship is over, really over, it is over for good.
There are three levels of soul-evolution of the Leos. The highest is represented by the Sphinx; wise beyond their years and great teachers to others. The second is the Lion, King of the Jungle, ruled by ego but always protective and sustaining of those they love. The last is the Lion Cub, immature and undeveloped, frightened by anything new. These Leos cling to others (in the mode of the child not wanting to leave its mother's side).) They can't bear to be alone. No matter what level they have attained, all Leos are trendsetters, leaders and adventurers.
Their weakness is their pride. This is one sign where the saying "flattery will get you everything" applies, but be warned criticism will slam the relationship door right in your face.
By Athena Starwoman
Sunday, September 19, 2010
Dam Dam Dum Raya...rayaa....
The past week has been quite a trip down memory lane for me. Between Hari raya Aidilfitri open houses and catching up with friends to celebrate my only niece upcoming 2nd birthday, i've been meeting up with people I've not seen and spoken to in quite sometimes..erk..minus the chatting part on BBM.
Yet, what really makes me happy is how we are still able to have conversations, share laugher and confide in each other as if the last time we met was just the day before. Like many people, i have made friends at different stages of my life.
The thing about me is that i usually have trouble moving on.Some of my friend's biggest memories of me from primary school had to be the last day of standard six when i was hugging my teacher and bawling my eyes out. Never mind, i was going to see many of these people in secondary school a couple of months later or that we would keep in touch but for me it was the end of era.
My feeling continued through many other stages of my life where during my secondary school i did attended various camps and workshops in my teenage years. It never got easier for me until I finished college and starts my career.
For me, Raya seems to be the same. I can feel that at this point of age, i'm 25 by the way....Raya doesn't seems enjoyful and exciting. There's no more feel of celebrating it with colorful new outfit..not that i used to. That very feelling seems to fade away with time. If i'm 15 perhaps i'll still enjoy my Raya that way. Not to say that very will go through this phase of life..maybe it happen to certain individual only. People say that, its about time we celenrate with our 'own family'...that what many of my friends said.
1st time ever, i didn't make my 'baju raya'. I did some recycle in my wardrobe and use what ever i can wear during Raya. But i got a pair of SEXY new shoe...couldn't get rid in buying new shoes...man..i'm just being a normal typical women here^_^ Lots of good things happen in the 1st week of Raya...and i'm so glad that i surrounded by such a great family and good friends. Guess what..i couldn't mention their names here cos its like i've a loooongggggg list of names..there a re good people indeed and i'm so thankful to God for making them be part of my life. Love*
I was all happy through out the 1st day of Raya till last Tuesday. I was a lil bit shocked when i received a text message from my sis saying that, Mama have to be admitted. Mama didn't feel quite good for couples of days but i tot is a normal fever. Till my sis brought her to Hospital and she need to be admitted immediately......Thank God the operation all done last nite. Alhamdulillah. And now i can see my face glow once again...... :) I'm so proud that i've been raise up in a wonderful family.....
Salam Lebaran..... :)
Yet, what really makes me happy is how we are still able to have conversations, share laugher and confide in each other as if the last time we met was just the day before. Like many people, i have made friends at different stages of my life.
The thing about me is that i usually have trouble moving on.Some of my friend's biggest memories of me from primary school had to be the last day of standard six when i was hugging my teacher and bawling my eyes out. Never mind, i was going to see many of these people in secondary school a couple of months later or that we would keep in touch but for me it was the end of era.
My feeling continued through many other stages of my life where during my secondary school i did attended various camps and workshops in my teenage years. It never got easier for me until I finished college and starts my career.
For me, Raya seems to be the same. I can feel that at this point of age, i'm 25 by the way....Raya doesn't seems enjoyful and exciting. There's no more feel of celebrating it with colorful new outfit..not that i used to. That very feelling seems to fade away with time. If i'm 15 perhaps i'll still enjoy my Raya that way. Not to say that very will go through this phase of life..maybe it happen to certain individual only. People say that, its about time we celenrate with our 'own family'...that what many of my friends said.
1st time ever, i didn't make my 'baju raya'. I did some recycle in my wardrobe and use what ever i can wear during Raya. But i got a pair of SEXY new shoe...couldn't get rid in buying new shoes...man..i'm just being a normal typical women here^_^ Lots of good things happen in the 1st week of Raya...and i'm so glad that i surrounded by such a great family and good friends. Guess what..i couldn't mention their names here cos its like i've a loooongggggg list of names..there a re good people indeed and i'm so thankful to God for making them be part of my life. Love*
I was all happy through out the 1st day of Raya till last Tuesday. I was a lil bit shocked when i received a text message from my sis saying that, Mama have to be admitted. Mama didn't feel quite good for couples of days but i tot is a normal fever. Till my sis brought her to Hospital and she need to be admitted immediately......Thank God the operation all done last nite. Alhamdulillah. And now i can see my face glow once again...... :) I'm so proud that i've been raise up in a wonderful family.....
Salam Lebaran..... :)
Monday, September 6, 2010
My Love....my Frosty:)I’m a cat’s lover since i was a lil girl. My mom and dad doesn’t really fancy me adopt a cat nor play around with it. It is because i have a really bad sinus and too sensitive with cats. But which parent wouldn’t want to see her children upset because doesn’t didn’t get what she really wanted to. My last cat died cos got hit by a car. Ever since then, i never have any pet. Now with a comeback of Frosty, a white Persian + tabby cat i got it 3 days ago has open my heart to love this cute and beautiful creature once again. I wanted a cat as a gift on my birthday but it seems that no one knows my little wish.
The story began when i hang out with Amal and his band. Out of sudden, he pop up about cat for sales. His friends, Lela, who happen his senior in campus wants to sell his lil kitty to someone that can handle her cat well enuff. I said to Amal that i;m really looking for a cat rite now. So, Amal show me its pictures. Guess what, once i saw its picture..i fall in love with the kitty. He told me he llikes 3 month old. Awesome! Thats what i’m looking for. Really wanna have a kitty to train it nicely under my supervision. So, Amal brings me meet the owner, Lela. She seems like a nice cat’s lover. Very sweet in person and she can sense that i’m a responsible cat owner. Huhu..She held me the cat in my arms. OMG! Once she hand over the cat onto my hand...i carried away with an imagination..i feels like i’m holding my new baby! The cat is so WHITE and very furry! I look at Amal and i gave him a sign through my eyes..the car was really tame!! After a while,i hand it over to Amal..it seems that the cat notreally comfortable in Amal’s hand. Haha..The cat is only 3 months old. I felt she was too young to be away from her brood at that point, but Lela said it should be just fine.
Frosty is quite big for its age. I thought Lela must have been giving him loads of healthy food. He looked like a little puffball with stubby legs. You could hold him whole body in one hand. Yet, Frosty and I had and still have a bond of sorts. As I stated I'm not a cat person for quite sometimes, but Frosty always curled up on my shoulder when I sat on the couch and fell asleep. Unfortunately Frosty got a lil clingy a bit. I guess he just need sometimes to settle him self and get use to a new environment. He crawled under the couch cushions, under the pillows and mattress...anywhere soft and warm. And he couldn’t stay alone else he will meOoooWWWing really load.He really needs me to be there beside or near him all the time.Aww....
Ever since I got Frosty, he has always made it a point to develop myself to be more committed and responsible in taking care of him and be more sensitive on my surrounding, as if he put a meaning to this colourful life of mine
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Confusion
I hate to say that i'm crying all alone in my room....
its been quite awhile i didn't cry like a lil kid...
my tears will come out when something/someone touched about family....
my world is my family....
how difficult my life would be without my family around..Gosh! i couldn't imagine it...
Somehow i feel like i'm too dependable on them..till my mom started to talked to me...
She looks really worried...who's gonna look after me if she's not around anymore...
Who's gonna take care of me? knowing that i'm lil bit hard to handle in some ways....
would someone make me happy as i am now...
And i started to cry....... i ran to my room...and tonite i'll be sleeping with tears pouring down...
Mama, sorry if i put u in such a hard time...
I realized now, i've to stand on my two feet and deal we everything as an individual...
Sorry for not introduce u to my last special boyfriend..u know him after i declared 'i'm no longer with him no more'...
I know how much u love to see me happy being with him...but the truth is.. i faked it..
Pretend everything is cool between us but actually it wasn't...
If mama would possibly understand what i'm going through, for sure i can see tears on ya sweet face...
But...i just dont like to see u cry nor to make u cry especially about me...
Trust me mama...i know how to lead my way..InsyAllah.... :(
its been quite awhile i didn't cry like a lil kid...
my tears will come out when something/someone touched about family....
my world is my family....
how difficult my life would be without my family around..Gosh! i couldn't imagine it...
Somehow i feel like i'm too dependable on them..till my mom started to talked to me...
She looks really worried...who's gonna look after me if she's not around anymore...
Who's gonna take care of me? knowing that i'm lil bit hard to handle in some ways....
would someone make me happy as i am now...
And i started to cry....... i ran to my room...and tonite i'll be sleeping with tears pouring down...
Mama, sorry if i put u in such a hard time...
I realized now, i've to stand on my two feet and deal we everything as an individual...
Sorry for not introduce u to my last special boyfriend..u know him after i declared 'i'm no longer with him no more'...
I know how much u love to see me happy being with him...but the truth is.. i faked it..
Pretend everything is cool between us but actually it wasn't...
If mama would possibly understand what i'm going through, for sure i can see tears on ya sweet face...
But...i just dont like to see u cry nor to make u cry especially about me...
Trust me mama...i know how to lead my way..InsyAllah.... :(
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