Rain Check!

approximately another 115 days to go...OMG! the numbers is truly going smaller each day! fuhh~ oh hello people...its been awhile kan since i update my blog. Life just extremely busy. Never in my life i've been this super bz with job, life, family and yeah....preparation on my big day. **tarikk nafassss* .....fuhhhhh.....*hembusss*

Engagement dress {CHECKED!} soon gonna pick up from jakarta yaw! its gonna be absolutely my fav cos i design it myself. Put a lil art on the design..and tadaaa..its zoo me indeed! will surprise u ols with my own creation very soon :)

i get a pair of new shoe from my indonesian designer as my engagement present :) 

 OK for my hantaran i leave it to my mom. She is an EXPERT on this i can say. Not to worry too much about it cos i wanted is the engagement ceremony to be simple and memorable to me and family. Nothing more i could ask for ..just to see all smiling happily on my engagement day..and plus its a day of MY FUTURE HUSBAND birthday as well. Awesome date to be remember! 

shall update soon on the preparation...ni belum kelam kabut lg ni...sbb we ols still chillax je. On top of our mind keep saying...lamaa lg...LoLz!!

A month before i get engage!

hmm..siapa cakap getting marry is easy? people for in love..doing sweet things and boomm...wedding bell starts to ring and hoth merpati dua sejoli ni pon masing2 la x sabar wanna leave together! oh pls....the whole preparation is just menakotkann...yet syok! uishh....donno la how to discribe it but i guess its just once amd for all.huhu

I've been toooooo busy to do much more than to worry about the whole wedding things...now with only approximately a month to go for my engagement, i do feel a sort of calm settling over me, so im thinking just a moment to write about it.

I'm coming up on a trasistion in my life, lately i feel like we both are so much matured in handling "relationship" stuffs. we talked about how we met...the non-stop fighting at the beginning of our relationship..its just chaotic and to think and talked about it made us both laugh and thank God..we actually went thro all that! bravoo to us..and i always remind 'lil devil' inside me...MORE TO COME my dear! ehem! well atleast maybe next round we will face it with wiser solution..hopefully!

i've to admit at this point, cant really believes that my heart is slowly open in welcoming him into my world. the transformation are all seems amazing..we both looks like we take it lightly but the fact is we both are SERIoUs in making things happens as per what we plan.insyaAllah.  I felt a lot of stressed and shed a tear or two(or five thousand maybe...) over the course of our engagement and wedding, but it looks like it's all coming together. the word is of course..CONSIDERATION! pretty much i can say im finally starting to feel excited.  Plus...he started to asked me on OUR honeymoon!!! yayyy! despite of getting marry....im gonna have a loooooooong honeymoon wt him ...i mean..we want to be there for each other thro thick and thin. (sounds like everybody does hv this tot before married rite..hee..will see about it..)

With all the planning out of the way, im able to think about what this actually is...a marriage. I am getting married to Muhd Mahdhirul Amal Bin Zainal Abidin, and that thought actually calms me. I suspect that there are some brides out there who start panicking about now, because they start to realize what they are about to do. But when i think about whats about to happen, i feel certain that this is the best desicion i ever made. i know this is the right thing for me and he is the rite man. ..and spending the rest of my life with him is what i want more than anything. Seriously,i do a lot of reading on marriage and love...being wife and mother. I've to say Married life is an adventure i cant wait to embark upon, and with him i feel well equipped for the journey..insyAllah. This is absolutely a smart move...perhaps good idea and its pretty romantic ...hmmm...*dreamy smile*. With the stress out of the way, a deep happiness is settling upon me and im pretty sure Amal feels much the same~ ♥♥

ok Linda...pls control your excitement!! focus back to work! lolz  ;p

154 days to go...

Talking about forever makes me so happy but talking about forever with my love ones make me so ecstatic. Thinking about the future gives me butterflies ^_^.

Talking with you today and telling you everything that is been going on with my friends, works and myself was so easy. Telling you about the things that are happening made a weight get lifted off my  chest. Now, i guess is the time for us to focus on US, OUR MAJOR PLAN for these next few months together and the rest of our lives.

Yes, its time for us to proceed about the big "M" word. yeah..marriage! obviously it made my face light up a lil bit from the stressness of works that stuck in my mind plus the whole Raya celebration thingy. We both know that the big "M" word is at least 5months more or less down the line, and of course has a girl will always dream about a PERFECT one..well at least closest to perfect. hee:).

i love you to the ends of this world and will always continue to love you till the day i die. InsyAllah   

Climbing the leader of success

At last, i found a good time on the holy month of Ramadhan. The nite its kinda quite and peaceful to me. Biasa la..i just finished replying all emails to clients and done updating my team as well as my new coming up projects. Life is so terribly busy...ehem*...pernah ke life aku ni x busy kan. hehe..x de keja pon masih mampu nk cari keja kan .LoL.

Middle of June, finally I've launched my own business. Launched by our advisory..Datuk Seri Syed Zainal Abidin. Yes! FINALLY. it took me half year in preparing the paper works...went up and down...hustles here and there..presentation by presentation been done and ALHAMDULILLAH ...finally aku tarik nafas lega sgt. Well, at least i kept my words and did the exact action in making part of my dream comes through. hmm...not yet but ...ok la...i've achieved it partly.

Here a little story that been there in my mind...SubahannAllah... frankly speaking, i feel that this year is the MOST BUSIEST and HECTIC YEAR OF MY LIFE. How to do i actually say it...hmm.. Just imagine.. 2 IMPORTANT AND BIGGEST THING THAT I AIM for all this while comes at the same time.
1. Getting marry..and..
2. Having my own business

GOSH! firstly i felt so grateful and all blessed...but when i think back again...it is just kinda tiring and sometimes i felt like..wanna put a full stop for awhile and .... let it be je...but that's sooooo not me. Only God knows what inside my mind right now...all i know that circulation of people that surround me makes me stronger to face each day.

PRONTO PRIMA is the name. A Creative Brand Communications expert. I'm the one who leads the whole business of Pronto Prima. The join venture between mainstream people (business man) from business background was an honoured given  to me. I extended this amazing opportunity to my close friends who i think deserved another levels up in this competitive market. Most of all, i believes in a team works effort. By doing this kinda business associates, not just me enjoy the experience, knowledge and $$$... its all ABOUT EFFORTS AND NEW PATH FOR ALL OF US~

Alhamdulillah...so far the team was MADNESSS...we went through some crazee times back then, but now i've to admit...we are born naturally Crazee and wild with ideas. Best part is..everyone one pon tag along really well. Ya BarakAllah....how could i ever not Thank God for the path He created for me. Even thou sometimes i felt really down, stressed out, tired, but i always looks beyond the imperfection. And i tend to low down myself....redha~

Well..this are few of my awesome pictures shot during the launching~ My memoirs.....

THE TEAM

Bismillah...and let the journey begins~

Ramadhan datang lagi...

I donno how to actually show what i feel right now knowing that Ramadhan month comes again. Ya Allah...syukran al Jaziran for the feeling that running thro my vain rite now. i found peace withing myself. Again....this holy month of Ramadhan somehow flash back the memories i had when i was in Mecca. SubahannAllah...its just a wonderful moment of my life time.

Thank you for making me realised every single day of Your greatness. 2 months i never had a chance to blog cos of a hectic schedules i had...seriously running own business is not easy as it seems. Somehow, i've stated and promised to myself that this Ramadhan is just me and God. The month that i always wish to witness the Lailatul Qadar...by any chance...if wish and we doesn't put some effort i dont think we gonna get it ^_^

oh ya..there is one thing that i really wanna shared...the tots and feeling that i had on my way to terawih wt mama...its just amazing. as usual la i always go terawih wt mama every ramadhan. suddenly my mind snapped out....it was like someome was actually taking over my mind. Remind me that this Ramadhan gonna be something to remember...last Ramadhan that i will be single...Ramadhan that i will walk to the mosque wt mama...Ramadhan that i will do my terawih prayer besides mama...then suddenly...my lil pure baby girl tears went down. *touched* i was like...OMG! is this real....? is this going to happen?? mama......

yet....im so looking forward for my next Ramadhan where its gonna be a walk to the mosque wt my dear husband. Ya Allah...wish and prayers for both us to be just fine as husband ans wife..sooon~ hee  . insyAllah .

Alhamdulillah~ im happy..hee

well 1st of all im so happy cos blessed wt such wonderful people surround me. firstly, happy mom's day to my amazing mama. we celebrated a day earlier cos my sista flew to sarawak on friday. it was a small celebration wt those two cucu mama yg tersyg sgt tu kan. Alhamdulillah to see all of us which i think mama did a very good job as a mother abd dad to all of us. not in my life i ever heard mama merungut cos of our behavior..all she did was understand the whole situation that she gotta faced as a single mother. i couldnt imagine her in her toughest years facing so much hustles in raising us up. with all respect...these very day i tend to realised Mama did everything to make us feels good and happy bout we have. never in my life i feel i didnt get what i want...rasa cam smua nyer cukup je all this while. best part is we get superb education and Alhamdulillah smua dh bekerjaya.

Mom, there is no any solid reason i couldnt love u much as u did to all of us. not just on mom's day..its everyday..every morning when all of us bout to go to work..we surely find u rite at the door step to salam and kiss u for us to be bless for the whole day. Seriously and Alhamdulillah, i never fail to do so. sometimes i even wish to raise up my kids just like mama did...penuh kasih sayang and kesyukuran. And all us never ask for more...cos we been train to just Bersyukur dgn ape yg ada. That is the greatest gift ever from my elderly. thanks for making me and others always berpijak pd bumi yg nyata~

Secondly, despite mom's day..my bakal mertua..ehem*..*blushed* came by my house. now, lets get into a real talk about me and my fututr husband. Finally, both parents meet. how i wish My Abah was there discussing on the matters. i bet he was around watching us all td. perhaps, he is bless to see his future son in law...serious, my future husband have similarity as my Late abah :( it feels so good and grateful to have it back in my life once again . Ya Allah, thank you in putting the puzzle that ive been looking for all this while. serious x sangka...jodoh aku tu drkat sgt all this while. BarakAllah~

papepon, today was the 1st time in getting the silatuhrahim between umah semakin berkembang. i really hope this kinda meeting up wt lead to a beautiful and amazing ending for both family. InsyAllah~ :)

xx

love from a happy girl,
Linda

oh!happy day~

for real...these is da day i feel im real..happiness are real and the smile on everyone face are just too good to be true. SuhannAllah..there is no words i could ever say...its just Alhamdulillah all da way. Today officially i've been BOoKeD! yeah...1 step ahead to welcome my other family.

Mama was so happy at last meeting up wt my other half mom. Sirahtulrahim di perpanjangkan lagi...and i just love it seeing both family merged happily. Mma and mak ( pronounced as it is~) get along pretty well...my sis and his sista and myself..alhamdulillah...i've lots of girls in family soon.yay! al maklum la...ive been raised up in a family wt majority of guys~huhu.... God knows what exactly i need most~ ^_^

my uncle and aunty was there as well when the family came to do the malay custom procedures. ..."merisik"~ i felt all blessed....till uncle told me..most probably there will be another meet up as the conversation between both family gotta be firm and focus..i got what he meant...cos in the 1st meet up we were just giving a room to know each other better more~ all this while..the story always came from either my mouth or my bf's. hehe...and uncle said..next meet up..he will meet the father and do the talk as well. there he is...my wali and been there as my dad all this while... :( wishing my abah witness da whole things happen earlier on today.... i bet he was round~ T_T..

His father didnt turned up on today...just his mother and his 3 sisters and his closest nephew ever. i'm ok wt it at first...till my sista mentioned this.. "maybe ayah dia x dtg umah kite cos tau linda dh x de ayah lg"....hmmm.....this is unfair...but to think back again...world isnt that fair enuff after all..me gotta be more thankful and pls...x moh pk bkn2..hee.

nway...im all blessed wt beautiful and most lovable people..yay!!