Priceless Gift...

I'm not gonna talk about harta karun here...or harta Jacksparoww ~ hehe... well...what do u think the most priceless gift ever to yaself?? some said their super luxurious car , their happening career, not forgetting their own big mansion...and some have tanah pesaka or what so ever. Well, i come across this lil finest thing in life..by seeing others i got this lil value.

I've to say the PRICELESS GIFT the one i have and the one i would like to built is THE FAMILY! yesterday was the da day everything seems to be the answer of all that i want and most needed at this particular of time..Out of sudden i realized what i actually pursue all this while starts to develop in such a  beautiful picture. Well...my career growth is just amazing. Alhamdulillah...i couldn't agree more in seeing myself doing the most interesting and fun job after all~

I'm actually in a middle of resigning and wanna create my own path in business sector with government and my close clients. being in client servicing line somehow create such a good networking. Pretty much so far Alhamdulillah...i met a lot of people who stand in a same direction~ my own hasrat to venture into more wider business scope..handling partnership with dedicated businessman and entrepreneur seems is wtill unworkable...first because my CEO actually countered  offer with me to stay and working with them in a bigger platform in media industry. Well, i tot i was smart enuff to just came out with reasons and more reasons...he asked me to give a good reason why i want to resign from my current job...(well..he assume i got more better offer ..and tot im gonna go back to Media Prima) huhu...all da way i said NO...No...and NO......

*my life Drama 1*...this is what i told him...well....actually i wanna end up my single life! Opppss...its just slipped out of sudden~ (muke tetap maintain as in its gonna be real)..and my CEO eyes getting bigger! then trus ckp CONGRATS!! i dont see why u wanna resign if u getting marry...and serious i tot that kinda answer will stop him from elaborate it to some other issues...DANG!! there i go kena dgr ceramah "MANLY....FATHERLY and SENIOR advice" from him....i can say he looks from a big angle where if we want to built up a FAMILY with wealthiness it always starts with dedication and works! So, there i go stuck wt his kinda offer. Senang je dia ckp....

"i'll transfer u to in charge of Government and GLC sectors since u have a strong based client! u jaga ya MOHE u and ya future childrens also senang"  


(he totally dont get my point...which i'm still working under people..hellooo...!.and at this kinda time..me kind of can manage my own time schedules and works loads pretty much by myself...if i were to work under people wt reporting as such....i mean i can do that..but if i happen to meet and work to under good LEADER not boss ye...sbb good leader will create another good leader perhaps!) *%^@*#&$&(Q)&((0*&$1!! 0_o -----> buat muke not interested.......then he add on..

"and i'm putting u in the company share holder" BINGGO!!! noww...he got my kinda POINT!! lol...well...its a tough job and great responsibility to hands on to me rite now....and he leave the answer for me to come back to him soon. and i heard i will be place overseas?? are u serius??? (at this point i gotta keep really firm saying i'm getting marry next year so how come he wanna place me overseas kan,...) well, its pretty good offer,thou...but yeah....i believes and stay strong with my OWN FAMILY!~

klo la offer ni dtg 3 yrs ago..i will definitely say YES..Yess...YESS!! but now....x yah pk pon i will say NO THANKS!

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*My life Drama 2* After settle with my CEO, clients called me up saying 2moro going to be a real important meeting to me and her....Whats up?? sbb nk approve budget for her kinda program and i'm the one who actually the master mind for the whole media campaign. huhu....nk tak nak dia called soh dtg umah dia buat keja with her ...compiling details on budgeting~ erkk......cos of service i came down...sebaik aku x kaawin lagi...klo dh kawin sorry leww nk turun memlm mmg tak la~

I gotta go to her family house cos her daughter sakit....and of course her parent la kena look after. As i went inside her house...i feel so peace and harmony~ eceyh! dah cam disney land je kan bunyi nyer kan....hehe..mana tak nyer...meriah with all the kuntuts..budak2..and ada baby baru lahir lagi.. sebenarnya..aku ni langkah kanan...they all was celebrating her sis's birthday! huhu..free2 dpt mkn ice cream cake u ols~ huhu...i couldn't concentrate cos seeing all the kids and cara my client yg kecik je ni cam baya2 aku dah jadi mommy and i guess she happen to have such a happy and adorable family~ u know when u see such a PERFECT PICTURE...ya Allah...alhamdulillah sgt tgk that kinda m o m  e n t ...truly blessed and grateful!

Rupe  nyer..my client ni dh bercerita kat the whole family bout me....aikk...lain macam je...cos akak, adik..mak and ayah..suami dia smua la..sambut my kehadiran cam lew anak sendri blk taw~ (agak sbb aku ni cam the one yg suke layan tetamu kot....rexeki aku jumpe org yg pandai greet  tetamu juga...*suke*) . To add on the miracle...her adik ipar actually was my ex-colleague @ Media Prima under news desk division..and he happen to be on my bro's wedding as the leader for Silat team! ya Allah....kecik je dunia ni~ no wonder la dr aku masok pintu dia dok pandang2...al-maklum la...i dont easily remember names...maybe by the look it will familiar to my eyes..huhu

time nk blk my client ni ckp la....thank you..and tell me that i am so nice to come mlm2 cam ni to help her out to settle her kinda paper work. ..ntah la..aku clueless to answer back..all i said...i'm at ya service~ haha...i just enjoy doing my work and will try to help others who really needs my help..simple as that...she add on saying...." best je u ni rajin keja and sbb tu have a nice car"....and my mind think to a different angle....and my heart speak....and i smile....

To compare what i have and what u have...i think my life is not complete yet..but i guess ya life is like a perfect picture..truly complete in my eyes. U have such a pretty loving family with ya own kid and ur a one working woman at the same time a Mom! thats AMAZING value a woman could ever have,thou....to be honest... how i paint my life with colors is always back to Responsibility. Cos responsibility challenge oneself...and where ever has challenges, it always create colors in our life's graft! To me, i think i'm ready to go on to another stage of life...and welcome responsibility!~ come on...responsibility and commitment grows people to be more matured and wiser person indeed. dont u think so?

well...to conclude my longgggggggg ever post ni.... FAMILY IS THE BEST ASSET after all~ cam ne kaya org pon kat dunia...think twice people...u should think and remind yaself that u have two world to take care of...dunia nyata and dunia akhirat! cukup yg nyata and akhirat tu....u'll be leaving in such happiness and bliss moment. Amin!

Berdebar......

Monday blues ke? 

Ya Allah~ y did i feel so berdebar....is there something bad gonna happen soon? 

i hate to face such wonder in myself...

its like looking for an answer without no question.hmmm...

its really hard for me to face my daily work cos of this feeling...

:( :( :(

like normal..i'll search for some positives quotes to make the feeling stable back as it is..

but....this is just useles rite now..

is it somebody close to me facing a bad situation rite now? Mama? Abg? sista?......bf?  

Astagfirullah...or is Myself?

I shall figure it out...lets start wt solat 1st................later u ols ~

Akad dan tanggungjawab...

I think most of the people especially girls cant wait to get marry. That's gonna be the super ultimate moment of every girls dream...i do say so cos i'm a girl and i cant event wait for mt time to come~ hehe... Big and amazing celebration, a family gathering, nice couple theme and custom..say it all the positiveness of the celebration! Everyone is dying for one!

Well...this is my opinion after resolves round with weddings and such for quite a year. U know..i was a wedding photographer before..u can check out my link http://lindaroos.fotopages.com   and look at those pretty amazing pictures that i took and make all girls and guys like.."wuahHHh.....lets get marry,thou. " huh~ pls.....not that easy...

Yesterday was my closest fwen nikah and wedding reception. And guess what..i'm the one who really wanna get involve with her set up and such...and they also did used my experience in making such a wonderful wedding celebration. Well..at least i saw the FACE of SATISFACTION on them...and that kinda faces really released all my penat lelah and of course feeling great!

Akad Nikah was the  moment aku ni tak pernah la x menangis~ maybe i take every words of nikah kuthbah tu suatu perkara yg serious..(of la kan kena serious) and take it as a HUGE RESPONSIBILITY~ padan la ustaz2 ke tok kadi yg bacakan kutbah tu slaloo yg high in humor ..sbb x nak bg the whole majlis tense...i know at this particular moment laki sure the one yg plg nervous cos its the moment where officially pass a father's girl responsibility to him! mak aii.....serious berat tu! Well, i believes one man who said to be a husband to one woman is the man who can catty out the truth responsibility~ and yes he is ready in every senses....u know...guy is always be the Man, a leader, a and of course supporter. I experienced once before at this majlis akad nikah....the guy sampai berpeluh2 la nak akad nikah...and when he started to take the akad ..he fumbles~ i mean he did fumbles twice....and there goes the guests respond.....(start gelak2 and bercakap itu ini...aishh) Ustaz gak yg tenangkan dia..bagi dia minum air...and at that time i was the photographer...i was 22 i guess...i look at the person and said to him..."everything is gonna be alrite..." and pray for everything di permudahkan~ tp  mmg serius nampak lelaki tu cuak...hihi. akhirnya selamat juga akad :)

ok that is the boy part...mmg la u ols ckp boys nyer part paling susah. Well..actually sama je...come on la. Akad Nikah ni cam CONTRACT MATI tau tak....aku ni nangis la dlm ati( mata dah start berair) bile tok kadi baca satu2 and pelan2 kutbah nikah tu..cos i always see in different angle of life. well, to be truth, i always take whats lack in me from others...siapa kite klo nk di bandingkan dgn org lain?? for girls, who actually married and going to pon..Contract Mati yg kite take from akad tu is the most wonderful and painful contract. But yeah...take a step behind and think in that contract mmg la x de tulis ape pasangan kite suke or tak smua...its a contract to know more and more about our other half. Klo la perangai ni skit punya cantek before kawin...and masa dah kawin it change..Ya Allah...that is the MAIN POINT i would like to highlight...U DONT LA CANCEL  kan what u akad before but u should figure out the SOLUTION...life is just like a GAME! u choose to be in this path u gotta deal with it...u gotta know ya responsibility and believes.

ok..i cant say much on this cos i'm just a girl yg x experience to be in marriage world yet..but alhamdulillah pemahamam aku tentang marriage world is really wide. You know, i come from a big family which are so family oriented.  We believes that a good and well respectful human come from a good family attachment. Myself i can say x de la pandai sgt bout ilmu agama ni...but Alhamdulillah, aku di besarkan dlm keadaan serba cukup...cukup makan... cukup pakai... cukup ilmu...(cukup bergaya sejak dua menjak ni la..hahaa)..and segalanya cukup. And i always enjoy life as it is... walau x setinggi mana pon ilmu agama...my mom and dad always make sure our basic is strong enuff. Yg penting PEMAHAMAN Ilmu tu sendri kena ada dalam diri...and it somehow relate in real life. btul la dlm Islam...syarat kawin tu sendri ada tertulis pasal mencari calon kena tgk pd asal usul family dia...well its to ensure diri kita and si laki tu serasi la kan~ ada setengah org mmg la sembahyang x tinggal smua....which is good cos that are the 5 basic things we as Muslim have to do it each day. Tapi jgn pernah  anggap perkara2 lain dalam Islam ni remeh.... Tinggikan and luaskanlah pemahaman agama tu dalam semua perkara....i'm saying this cos when ever i look at people i always reflect back to myself..and to be truth.....byk lagi yg i'm lack in :( ~ hehee...but everyday pon is  a day for me to learn and learn....and i wont stop........ :)

apa2 pon...i would llike to say congrats to my BEAUTIFUL MARRIED BESTIE!!Alhamdulillah sempurna sudah ya wedding and you are now officially a WIFE~ :) such blessed and grateful feeling seeing you amazingly creating ya path into marriage life. Nothing more i would like to say cos i believes you going to be such a loving and great wife to ya husband. Play the cards well my dear Shazwani Rahman :)

Lil notes from the bottom of my heart~ What goes around certainly comes back around. The stars will definitely shine on every marriage life. A splendid time is guaranteed for those who enjoy and appreciate life as it is. For my girl, Wani, i believes in anticipation, ya eyes brighten and ya step develops a lil spring. U can just coast thro the rest of the day as long as you know you have something really great to look forward in marriage life and family future.  God bless the both of you, Wani & Hafiz - 070711. InsyAllah~

linda Si penjual cekodok~

hmm...2day i think i'd faced such a gloomy day. Rite from i woke up..dh bley rasa sumthing wrong just yet to happen. Client gave me such hustles through the day..i mean..yesterday ckp wanna get the job quotation done soon then today...keep on pass me round to Datin la...to colleagues la..aiyakk....i've to eat all this as i'm serving the government sectors. "sabar itu pasti membuah hasil yg lumayan"....and i keep on repeating it on and on...

At the end of the day...i'm stuck in traffic...and mind sway into a deep imagination~ and i tweet...

."Terasa cam nk jadi penjual cekodok je...I'm tired selling medias #justsaying" 

skali ramai plak yang membalas...haha. funny la! i know my tweet all this while inspired others in someways but end up today totally different. tu kot sbb yg rajin membalas ni....

not to say i give up..but im actually want a simple life...

(i always say that...but my action doing the other way round) *sigh*

penat arr my mind been pressure getting all the big ideas...and the implementation part tu lagi la..Nausubillah~

Actually duk tgk kakak tepi jln jual kuih pisang tu yg dpt idea nk jd penjual cekodok je...

happy je i tgk kakak tu borak2 wt fwens sambil goreng2..(sure bergosip)

anak dia plak buat keja sekolah....hmm...LIFE is just amazing :)

in every situation pon klo kite appreciate life sure things org yang pandang remeh actually benda tu la happiness bg kite...

Klo nk ikutkan....kakak tu jual goreng pisang je...abis yg dia pk is minyak masak nyer stok~

sempoi je...jual pakai kain batik and tshirt...heee...

if la dunia aku cam tu...****still trying to imagine****

uhh! x dpt bayangkan arr.....jual cekodok i guess x payah pk dasyat2...paling jauh pk pon pk target bape byk cekodok nk dijual..huhu..,,(and bape byk yg nk dimakan) haha...

oh ya! this is only my imagination on my way back from a super tiring day!~ 

keep on wishing for simple life indeed ^_^'

b.L.A.n.K - T.H.i.n.King~

**** MEDITATE**** 

why am i feeling this way?

losses energy...negative thinking...feeling uncertainty...

i shall give up on sumthing that i hold a lil too long....but what is it?

oh pls~ i just dont like when my alter ego starts to speak..

shuh!

Nausubillah~  

I was too close with my alter ego last time and i definitely know what the consequences...

lantas aku selalu mohon..

"ya Allah, sesungguhnya aku bersyukur atas segala hidayah yg telah dikurniakan ke atas diri kerdil ku yang lemah lagi memohon simpati ni....jangan pernah Engkau mengambil ia semula and tetapkan la hati ini untuk selalu bergerak menuju kejayaan~ amin"

I know that if we attach ourselves with our on Ego and it will manipulate us to become someone who is totally beyond ourselves. Ego is a NEGATIVE AURA..

and it attracts the evil sources and lead us to become more proud of  ourselves while the one we should proud of is hte ONLY Allah SWT. 

(just a reminder to myself ) peace ;)

oH! HeLLooo Juli JuLy~

yeap! it is a totally a new HeLLo after a brave goodbye on JuNe Juni :) 

why do i look up on this very MONTH??

ehem~ it is my own superb month....its the month i'm born in..and yes i'm a LEONIST~ roaarr!

This month i gotta walk boldly into the very thing i wants to achieve but i think i just can't. 

oh Pls~ i always say this to myself...

" do it afraid! and amazed your own self, bravee soul "

(and i keep repeating it again and again till i actually doing it) lol

there i go..a lil simba trying to be the King of the Jungle..huahaua

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that's me..hehehhee...meoww~

2ndly I'm expecting this month gonna be a Month of true blessing..

well..its because this is a month where Ramadhan gonna falls in..

I am sooOoo glad that these very year my birthday falls on Ramadhan month..

exactly 8 days all Muslims start fasting :) 

well.. gotta plant my seeds from now...to make my time devoted to welcome the Holy Month of Ramadhan...less works to ensure la kan and more in beribadah and such.hee ;) 

way to proceed people~ eceyh~ hope yg kat luar sana x patuh undang2 jalan raya..but atleast we bond ourselves with the do and don'ts in Islam . ahaks! ;)

well....to all have a blessing month and to me..happy future birthday, big girl! ;p

- xoxo

bye2 June Juni~ :)

I closed my June with tremendously presentation to Malacca state of government and tourism. Alhamdulillah~ i did it...ALONE as for now...well, i believes soon i'll be having my own team in putting those bit and pieces of ideas into a big interesting master piece and let us make a different in out advertising line..i'm expecting it for it to happen among all the government sectors...( it is been my deeepest ever wish ever since i'm handling the government sectors..) ..

ada la gak cam nk separuh mati to open up their mind and eyes into a real and current trend of campaign advertising..oh ya! i'm still doing it...

phewww~

tu dia~ this kinda cherios bebenar la sgt kan proposal ni took me 1 week in putting my ideas into black white....i mean colorful master piece.huhu~ when i open the slide..my clients were like..wuAhAAaa~ and i was saying to them..

" releks la...blum mula lagi..the excited part kejappp lg to be reveal k"

hehe...well..it is my thing to make an 1st impression....and alhamdulillah i kinda grab their attention towards my 1 hour presentation..and then..kuih2 smua kuar and we do the kinda Q&A 

(but aku enjoy bedal kuih2 kat melaka ni....Sodapp woo~)

standard la my 1st experience travel and present alone i can say it pretty amazing and interesting. 

I like when i kinda of automatically react like I'm deadly an Innocent girl~ BooYahh!

i'm telling all of them that it was my 1st time jejak Melaka...alone. 

then cam2 la suggest itu ini...(padahal my bf work in Melaka..bley je turun naik sini) ;)

and yeah..i terslipped in the meeting saying my fav dish is Asam Pedas'..

to my surprised they did offer me to stay till noon and have the bestttt asam pedas in town!!

**** Drooooliiiiiinnnnngggggg****

(part ni la the most i excited doing deal outstation ni..we gotta eat their best local food)

But guess what?? i didn't happen to eat pon asam pedas kat melaka tu :( 

but i got to meet my most asam..masham and hot boyfriend insteeed..haha..

Yes! i did surprised him at his kinda office. well actually..im the one got surprised!

mana tak nyer...i never been to his office ever since he moved to Melaka to work...lol..

but at last i did! Ya ampun....you ols gotta see what i actually see through out my way to to his office...

This is what exactly i see...sanggup la benti tepi jalan and nikmati the best refreshing nature surrounding for 15mins *amazed* o_O..totally!

and according to his adik i gotta trus jeeeee and ikut je jln npk ladang kelapa sawit and such..kampung2 then i'll see the side that he been working on.

and so..i trusss...and truss...till....

tadaaa....i end up in Ladang Kelapa sawit. *sesat la woii*

sebaik ada pak cik baru abis keja ladang and was about to balik rumah i guess...

he asked me to follow him from behind. He looks pretty convincing and i just ok je la~

and there i was...parked in front of his office...sorry..no picture to share how surprise to see his office in site compound! pheww~ he look pretty amazing with his works and stuffs ;)

**%#@%** S. U. R. P. R. I. S. E **^$@#**

 :P :D ^_^