Semakin hari aku merasakan masa mendewasakan kita. Tak kiralah dari segi fizikal atau mental..still kita semua akan melalui satu ruang yg dipanggil PERUBAHAN(CHANGES) dlm sadar atau pon tidak. Cuma satu je yg aku kurang pasti, untuk melalui process perubahan ni apa kita harus take it easy or look deep into it. Bagi seorang yg boleh dikatakan detail kayak aku ni...i will look in every aspects. Terdetik aku seketika hari ini yang semua orang akan melalui process perpisahan. Orang yg suatu hari idup bahagia in one happy family cam ne pon akan berpisah jua. Kitakan smua pastikan akan mati suatu hari nanti. Makanya..tu adalah perpisahan yg maha besar kita akan tempuh. Yang buat aku heran is what happen to the world now days. Berpisah dlm erti kata lain 'BREAK UP' in relationship. Ya ampun...ni suatu perkara yg aku rasa smua org dlm dunia ni akan rasain. KENA RASA br tau pahit manis nyer falling in love ni...and somehow benda2 cam ni bley buat kite stronger lg to face such a cruel world out there. Its all about challenge..and of course how dare u as human to actually involves with it!
Actually this weekend is such a sad weekend for my close friend..which somehow effects me more or less pretty sad gak la. She went through a hard time and at last she broke up with her BF. seriously..its a horrible things to happen in one life! I know how she felt right now....and i always lend an ears to my dearest friend when ever they wanna share their feelings or what not. The funny part was not just my girlfriend told me whats going on with her and her bf.. his ex bf also contacted me at the same time. I'm like a middle person who donno how,what and who to blamed and pampered! All i did was giving the same exact advised to both of them. I know both of them pretty much. We normally do stuffs 2gether even back when i've a bf. When i broke up..they both was the one cheer me up..give me faith to raised again. And i did. Now i guess its a pay back time...they really need me. So i here i'm trying my best as possible as i could to makes things easy for them. My dear Wani..i can feel such pain in you right now..u were all confused. but remember this..u did what u wanted all this while...and i believes that u'll become stronger each day to faced the real world back. Its just a matter of time to get back the happy and bubbly mood again in your life. And i'm as friend will always support from behind, give full happiness till you can freely walk by ya own again..just what u did to me the time when everything seems gloomy and dark. I still remembered, its a hard time for me back then to actually moved on after broke up..i faked myself that i'm strong but the fact that i always cried all alone in my bed room... when i look at you i can see the sadness in your eyes. its just that waiting for the tears to drop T_T you'll be just fine as much as your ex does. Dont worry too much. Me and others always there to be ya shoulders to cry own and even lend u an ears. Be strong and Be good. There much more colorful things awaits u..........And i cant wait to see the shinning smile on ya face once again....and a chicky playful face u always gave me when ever i teased u;) Here is my Last words..i'll pray nothing but the best for u and Tone as well..u guys are meant to be just for a lil while..but its all Gods will. If God says that he's the one for you so he is.....Love u both! alamak..wa x der la plak pic si wani ni ngan Tone...ada but kat dlm otak aku ni! hehe...so..below is my dearest Wani.......tgk la dia membuli aku time keja!hihihi.....
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