Wednesday, February 29, 2012

working at home pt 1

How could a people earn millions of dollars by sittinng or 'working' at home?? while i'm actually working like hell outside but doesn't earn or smells thousand of money coming to me. hahaha,,,i guess those kinda people really work SMART not HARD! kudos to ya'll~ i wish and really envy that kinda person..perhaps..i wanna take chances by following is my 1st time trying it...

hahaa..there u go..still in pajamas at make is every where...what a mess...and the best part is no money coming in...and of course no money going out i'm actually doing some research on certain related brand as i need to find and tune my business proposal to a very very veryyy fine and solid one! so this stage i guess SCREWED to dressing up, hair do, make ups and presentable wise. haha...i need a brilliant mind which somehow bring me to this Estein look! Pretty Brainy...messy look~

Monday, February 27, 2012

Video Bloggin begin~

ok! for this post..this is my 1st tme youtubing myself to have a liil changing in my blogging way.hehe...Basicallay i"m stuck wt this crazy emotional over certain things such as..boyfriend going far from me as he gotta based in Melaka while i working in roughly looks like we will be seeing each other once a month...tu pon if happen la. but we will always keep in touch via BBM and phone calls.

sure you all cam terglak kan cos my bf actually go to melaka overseas...but guess what..if you guys happen to be madly in love and the feeling is too tied up...partner gi jalan ke toiler sebelah pon serious rasa jauhhhhhhh je...hehe... well...basically how we deal wt it. LONG DISTANCE RELATION without any official bond and tie up..surely..emotional will be totally out of mind >_<. haih~ what to do...i gotta agree wt this orang2 tua ckp.. 'pengorbanan satu penyekasaan'. Eat that!

you guy out there who happen deal wt this kinda situation, pls respond!~ i really reallyy appreciate it :) it will help me in some ways...probably moral support for me to believes in TRUE LOVE..not fairy tale love aite;) hehe

Wednesday, February 22, 2012

Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead...i feel u... ♥

I never thought that I would feel your hollow. I’m writing this because I need to let it all out. Life isn’t that perfect after all..we might have plan our life with  colourful rainbow without taking any less on the uncertainty. Last Sunday finally the whole family set on a round table for dinner in celebrating my sista’s prohibition last for 3 months.  It was a sudden dinner treats from her and surprisingly each and every one of us was very excited bout it. Its been a while and so... its a YES to everybody Except for one~  

And that nite i can sense a massive aura of happiness among us. The unite had bring us to a level of maturity among ourselves. I was notified somehow there was a speechless aura running through a man who always tied up with his anger and egoism. I come to a big question mark in me on his drastic changes..??!  all this while i believes he been kept all the secrets to himself. Where is the value of family bond?? He doesn’t realize it. But now, i can say he changing drastically for better. Alhamdulillah~ secretly i glance at him for couple of times without him noticed it. His eyes filled with miss, sadness and loneliness but sometimes i felt like he tried to hide it all.

My only married brother, my love and my pride is all confused. He has no idea how to confront this and i guess he’s trying his best to be strong. For my brother I only have lovely memories of him and his wife, who will go everywhere together despite on their crazy days at work or chilling with both families. Yes, them somehow haad made me believes in a true love and make me realized that whatever we hold rite now wouldn’t last if one of us does show it in sincere way. This is not an ending for them, I bet they both just going back to be part of the whole love universe for in having their own best mutual understanding as a truthful married couple.

To my lovely brother, be strong. Everything that happen to you rite now is sign for you and your wife to look beyond those happy moment together and cherish it in some ways in accept both as purely fresh new beginning. Me, Mama and others will pray for the best for you both cos once one enter our family, forever they will remain as FAMILY.- xoxo-

Monday, February 20, 2012

year 2011...productive and prosperity year of me.

how do i began my kind story of year 2011. basically is all about LOVE, love and love.....haha...sounds so boring je my life ni if it is all about that one thing called love.

to be specific, alhamdulillah i'm getting to where my direction had directed me so far. im pretty much follow then flow kind of people but i've come to certain stage where by i take things lightly and of course wisely. well...seriously i can say that it is true the best teacher to us is our own experience.....not to say that i got a lot of experience but u know everyone pon ada je experience dia sendri but how oneself take it toward their life in moving forward to much more better them...rite?

let me start about work..cos dah rasa i'm married to my own job je...below ar the scenario i've been facing thro my days of work at redberry media wherr category yg stock pas 7 years pon the memoriesmus still fresh on my mind...hooefully la kan i'm still

1. silap paham ni ngan teman sekerja aku...i mean i know her personally as a fwen, and a colleague to my ntah pape life ni kan..stok gado sampai x bertegur smua ni...for me i make a distance just nak redakan keadaan ala2 berombak tu kan....pompuan ni..oppss..alamak dh terkluar plak gender dia kan...ya ya..dia seorang gadis...skali tgk cam ala2 sombong suke usha org semacam and cam baguss je muke dia...but lek dulu..kite jgn judge luaran je !sumpah la sampai dpt cucu pon kite ley lagi kire pakai jari bape byk kwn kite ada kan.hahahaa....and aku bkn la org cam tu....benda2 cam ni its just a minor things and i dont really make them store i my cluttered mind. >_< so bye2 this kinda interruption..and still welcome friendship with her but seriously i gotta say..i kena batas kan pergaulan. to me she put shitz on my life is a sign that i should jaga2 in my future undertaking.

2. RELATIONSHIP! gosh! everybody pon seems to end up their bujang llife wt their partner....when is my turn..i wonder.ok better stop here cos seriously...benda2 cam ni i always serahkan pada yg Maha Mengetahui...for me to take charge is the part of my OWN EFFORT. buat sekadar yg termampu..yg lain terserah~ klo ada jodoh tu ado la....but of course deep inside me i just want to hv my own family with beautiful kids...*berangan* i better start do my check list..remind me in the years to come that...HELLOOOOOO UR ARE AGING Ms LINDA ROOS...*sepak2 depan cermin* mind always said i'm old by my heart always remain young...still suke pd benda cute2...gank and quarrel wt my niece and nephew..hahaha..thats just me! Nway, to those my close friends...CONGRATS la sape yg yg dh berkawin...and thanks making me one of ya bridemaid...tu ke la status yg plg jauh aku ley pegang...status kawin and jd isteri org ngan sah cam....hmm....x der pon npk sign2 dia...mama ckp, seorang laki yg boley npk a true value of a girl as wife is actually the one for us! meaning? sesape je ek yg tetibe melamar kite tu dia yg THE ONE ek? urghh... *confused* cos ape yg aku rasa is cam ne pon..i just love to wait for my prince charming come and propose ..x pandai la nak cari2 ni. BF yg ada pon yg terbaik skang ni and we starts to talk on our futre lately *suke* :) (maybe x der yg memaksa lg aku ni...tu la take it easy) pressure at Yang seharusnyer...just bykkan doa mudah-mudahan dipertemukan ngan jodoh yg sekufu. amin!

3.  CAREER!! Pretty much Success in certain point....Lagi besar nak mengorak langkah aku ni di tahun yg akan dtg! more mission to accomplish insyallah rezeki di murahkan lagi. kesimpulan nyer...Alhamdulillah aje la ape yg ada ni but still fight for more and moreeee....$$$$

4. FAMILY: Ya ampunnnn.......lamaaaaa x spend time wt family like rally2 spend time. for the past one year when i started my new career ni, i gotta juggle wt life just to make myself in a stable zone as before. U know changing career baru aku tau..bkn nyer pk sbb money..its all about time indeed. How details i tell here in my post x sama cam ape yg i hadapi..i mean..u guys out there kena experience by ya won if u guys now dh dlm comfort zone in ya own career just like i had last time....bile tukar keja..MasyAllah~ tuhan je la tau....leteyyyyy and worries all da time. Sebaik la i managed to go through hustles...Sujud syukur la aku sentiasa ni~ guess what..there is  a new edition in ROOS's famil soon... now my sis in her 9months..anytime its her due time...yay! BABY lagiii......=) *LOVE*

Lastly, pada smua rakan2..kenalan yg aku kenal secara kasar atau  just jeling2 je ke ape...SLAMAT TAHUN BARU..... ikhlas from me i've to say that all my mistakes or wrong doing in all this year yg sengaja or x sengaja pls pls pls...forgive me. From the bottom of my heart i will forgive the same regardless if u guys wont forgive me ... :p bkn kena byr pon cuma kena ikhlas jew =)

SLAMAT TAHUN BARU, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! May this coming year bring joy and more prosperity to ya life and family. God Bless us all. amin~


SEALED! alhamdulillah....the deal that i'd made was the 1st deal between Redberry Media and government sector I donno how i managed to get the deal signed but all i know being in sales & Marketing is something i good at. 4 years of working experience under media industries really thought me well. So for people out there who really into media sales & is not like any sale industries where you can just sell with a minimum understanding on certain product. Guess what, i gotta spend my time everyday..EVERYDAY in dealing wt people. Cos i believes the more we talk the more we can slowly get some insightful tots. And that particular insights can be use as our own 'bullet' in sales battle field.

Because time is pack wt bz schedules i tend to 110% focus on works.. i can say i pretty bz 'menanam benih' and now slowly the seed been develop.Just wait for the seed to produce more beautiful and wonderful things to my life. Mean while, i gotta deal wt office politics yang forever pon i dont understand why and how that particular issues arrise...cos i dont give a Shitz on whats happening in the office as my tiime is always about my life, my achievement and my f*cking career growth..(event thou i couldn't see that ..but there is always a believes in me somewhere....hmmm...somewhere beyond my expectation perhaps) hee..

Alhamdulillah for the blessing from MAMA especially...oh Lovely bf yg penuh sabar with my perangai yg always kelam kaibut when it comes about works even thou that particular time i actually spending time wt him. hummp! i'm sorry...but u know that i love u more that my work..cos u make things happen for me in someways~ heehe. And i sooOOooo Glad that what i wish came thro...i mean what i wrote back then on New Year 2010..i really wanna treat mom and siblings to somewhere we all enjoy and its like family bonding time.
Guess what, i make it even cooler by arrange my time doing my works and at the same time enjoying wt family...WTF! for sure u'll be thinking i'm crazy....well at least i squeeze my time to be perfectly utilized. I brough my Abg from TV3 as a crew to cover for Festival Layang-layang sedunia at pasir Gudang and at the same time bring my adik and mama down to follow me just to give them a glimpse of experience as what i did last time for Redberry Media. I always stand with this kind quote ' A GOOD TEACHER IS OUR OWN EXPERIENCE' ...gee...i seperate it among others as well. pendek kata, mmg i just love to do amal jariah..x syok la i experienced it all alone kan..might as well i bg way to my mama and siblings. Then, its up to them how they gonna take the value into their own life :) 2 days at Pasir gudang festival layang2 and 1 day at Singapore UNIVERSAL STUDIO!!!!!! wheee....hmm...i'm tired now...but had so much fun when everytime i thnk bout it. lol

To my 1st post for this year...i've to say I LOVE MY JOB AND THE PEOPLE THAT TRUST AND GAVE ME OPPORTUNITY TO SHOW THE POTENTIAL VALUE IN ME. Trimas. My mission now been updated........counting days......:)