Thursday, December 12, 2013
I said YES!!! #engaged on 27 October 2013. As i search for the words to say, I smile with thoughts and vision of this day. Approximately a month ago, he decided to put a RING on my finger. And I'm all BOOKED!
Our journey hasn't been easy but we've always treated our relationship like a marriage. 3 years of hard work, loyalty, honesty and love and now we left another 37 days to embark on the next step of our journey….#bride2be I Love my fiancé and i will always treat him like a KING…of course cos i really wanna be his devoted QUEEN. lol. The one who I will be with until the end. InsyAllah.
I am so happy yet nervous to think that another few days is my big day. The day in which of every girl looking up for. I am truly glad that i found him in my life journey. God has made us for one another and i believes there are thousands of beautiful reasons behind all the set up. A love we never shared with no other. Thru good, thru bad..happy and sad… One thing will always remain true is he steal my heart everyday and i just like it to be that way now…and forever! Oh God, Pls just don't make this feeling fade away~ ^_^
So again I said YES!
Tuesday, October 15, 2013
This coming Oct 27, 2013...its gonna be my BF's Birthday and at the same time OUR ENGAGEMENT DAY. wallahh~ to think back over the years we went thro...last year and last 2 years i've always surprised him on his birthday. Its just me the one who always ada je la benda nk buat kezutann kan~
Towards our engagement day, ya Robbi..byk nyer benda2 nak kena siapkan. I gotta tell you ols one thing ..its so inspired me so much. Dalam diam2 kalau dah kata MAMA tu kan...she whould the VERY BEST on her daughter big day. I'm always had this argument with her....I dont one it to be SO MAHA GRAND bagai....cos it just an engagement. But i guess she did it all her way. She prepare rite from my hantaran decoration (tiap mlm la ada je dia nak abiskan masa depan mesin jahit dia tu), my mini so called "paladin" home made ye...catering...and of course planning on the vent flows skua. Fuhhh~ im like SERIOUSLY, ma.....hmmmmm. That's my mom and because of that EVERYNITE I always thank God to give such MOM. x pernah kenal penat janji she wants her daughter looks pretty and happy on her big day...(event thou event pagi and obviously myself lena bgn pagi and siap2 dalam keadaan separa sadar mata sepet) huhu!
actually we both just came back from Jakarta ...taking all our tempahan baju for engagement and weddings items there. jeng3x....i will upload soon some of the photos of me on my engagement day la kan. another 1 week je lagi ni...
Of course dalam pada sonok2 smua nak kawin ni..i always have this lil concern in me on getting ready to be really devoted princess to my prince chraming..wahh gitukan! ok...ni bkn nyer alam Disney world where always have an HAPPY ENDING...reality check..in order to get to the happy ending kena la cekalkan hati tu go ups and down together..and i always stated that in mind! mana latau...pompuan ni kan sometimes bile emo and hormones is everywhere..suami pon dis ingatkan cam kawan2 je kan. dah ilang rasa hormat tu smua...mintak2 la im always sable kan...insyAllah..
For me saat bahagia seorang wanita tu bile ada org yang dtg pinang la kan...and the best responsibility to a woman is when she be a MOM! and seriously...if my faith is with him...after marry i wish to have children straight away..kalau di izin kan tuhan la ye~
Memandangkan la lagi 3 bln je aku ni bergelar isteri...i did some of the reading about marriage life and such. saje bg pendedahan awal....and i came out with this quotes.."mencintai pasangan apa adanya dan sabar dengan kekurangan dia..."hmm....insyAllah things will run smoothy between us. Pompuan mana je tak takut kan tetibe gonna be with a man for the rest of her life...if the girl used to sleep alone..skali bgn pagi2 ada org kat sebelah kan..what if we fight yet gotta sleep on the same bed..haaa...thats the thriller part la kan. ^_^.
Just a tips to share la kan and also as a reminder to me and others~
1. Saling memberi hadiah. Bukan Mahalnya harga sebuah pemberian tersebut tapi RASA KASIH sayang kitalah yg MELEBIHKAN NILAInya. 2. Mengkhususkan waktu untuk duduk bersama..Jangan sampai antara suami isteri sibuk dengan urusan masing-masing dan tidak ada waktu untuk duduk bersama. Yang menjadi penyebabnya, kerana dia sibuk menghabiskan waktunya untuk pelbagai pekerjaan yang berhubungan dengan pelajaran dan lainnya, sehingga meninggalkan isteri dan anak-anaknya dalam waktu lama. 3. Menampakkan wajah yang ceria. Di antara cara untuk mempererat cinta kasih, hendaklah menampakkan wajah yang ceria. Ungkapan dengan bahasa wajah, mempunyai pengaruh yang besar dalam kegembiraan dan kesedihan seseorang. Seorang isteri akan senang jika suaminya berwajah ceria, tidak cemberut.4. Memberikan penghormatan dengan hangat kepada pasangannya, baik ketika hendak pergi keluar rumah ataupun ketika pulang. Penghormatan itu hendaklah dilakukan dengan mesra. Dalam beberapa hadis diriwayatkan, ketika hendak pergi solat, Rasulullah Shalallahu ‘Alaihi Wassalam mencium isterinya tanpa berwudhu lagi dan terus solat. Ini menunjukkan, bahawa mencium isteri dapat mempererat hubungan antara suami isteri, meluluhkan kebekuan ataupun kekakuan antara suami isteri. 5. Hendaklah memuji pasangannya. Di antara keperluan manusia adalah keinginan untuk di puji- dalam batas- yang wajar. Dalam masalah pujian ini, para ulama telah menjelaskan, bahawa pujian diperbolehkan atau bahkan dianjurkan dengan syarat-syarat: untuk memberikan motivasi, pujian itu diungkapkan dengan jujur dan ikhlas, dan pujian itu tidak menyebabkan orang yang dipuji menjadi sombong atau lupa diri. 6. Bersama-sama melakukan tugas yang ringan. Di antara kesalahan sebahagian suami ialah, mereka menolak untuk melakukan sebahagian tugas di rumah. Mereka mempunyai anggapan, jika melakukan tugas di rumah, bererti merendahkan kedudukannya, menurunkan atau menjatuhkan kewibawaannya di hadapan isteri. Pendapat ini tidak benar. 7. Perlu berekreasi berdua tanpa membawa anak. Rutin pekerjaan suami di luar rumah dan pekerjaan isteri di rumah membuat suasana menjadi keruh. Sekali-kali diperlukan suasana lain dengan cara pergi berdua tanpa membawa anak. Hal ini sangat penting, kerana dapat memperbaharui cinta suami isteri. Kita mempunyai anak, lantas bagaimana caranya? Ini memang sebuah problem. Kita cari solusinya, jangan menyerah begitu saja. Bukan bererti setelah mempunyai anak banyak tidak boleh pergi berdua. 8. Perlu adanya keterbukaan. Keterbukaan antara suami dan isteri sangat penting. Di antara problem yang timbul di keluarga, lantaran antara suami dan isteri masing-masing menutup diri, tidak terbuka menyampaikan ‘problem’nya kepada pasangannya. Yang akhirnya kian menumpuk, sampai akhirnya meledak.
Tanggungjawab utama seorang isteri ialah isteri perlulah taat dan patuh kepada suaminya. Kesetiaan isteri kepada suaminya perlu diutamakan terlebih dahulu lebih dari keluarga terdekatnya sendiri. Hari ini admin nak berkongsi tentang Kelebihan-kelebihan seorang isteri. beruntungnya kaum hawa ini :Dx
Thursday, September 26, 2013
Sunday, September 8, 2013
Monday, August 12, 2013
Thursday, July 11, 2013
Middle of June, finally I've launched my own business. Launched by our advisory..Datuk Seri Syed Zainal Abidin. Yes! FINALLY. it took me half year in preparing the paper works...went up and down...hustles here and there..presentation by presentation been done and ALHAMDULILLAH ...finally aku tarik nafas lega sgt. Well, at least i kept my words and did the exact action in making part of my dream comes through. hmm...not yet but ...ok la...i've achieved it partly.
Here a little story that been there in my mind...SubahannAllah... frankly speaking, i feel that this year is the MOST BUSIEST and HECTIC YEAR OF MY LIFE. How to do i actually say it...hmm.. Just imagine.. 2 IMPORTANT AND BIGGEST THING THAT I AIM for all this while comes at the same time.
1. Getting marry..and..
2. Having my own business
GOSH! firstly i felt so grateful and all blessed...but when i think back again...it is just kinda tiring and sometimes i felt like..wanna put a full stop for awhile and .... let it be je...but that's sooooo not me. Only God knows what inside my mind right now...all i know that circulation of people that surround me makes me stronger to face each day.
PRONTO PRIMA is the name. A Creative Brand Communications expert. I'm the one who leads the whole business of Pronto Prima. The join venture between mainstream people (business man) from business background was an honoured given to me. I extended this amazing opportunity to my close friends who i think deserved another levels up in this competitive market. Most of all, i believes in a team works effort. By doing this kinda business associates, not just me enjoy the experience, knowledge and $$$... its all ABOUT EFFORTS AND NEW PATH FOR ALL OF US~
Alhamdulillah...so far the team was MADNESSS...we went through some crazee times back then, but now i've to admit...we are born naturally Crazee and wild with ideas. Best part is..everyone one pon tag along really well. Ya BarakAllah....how could i ever not Thank God for the path He created for me. Even thou sometimes i felt really down, stressed out, tired, but i always looks beyond the imperfection. And i tend to low down myself....redha~
Well..this are few of my awesome pictures shot during the launching~ My memoirs.....
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Sunday, May 12, 2013
well 1st of all im so happy cos blessed wt such wonderful people surround me. firstly, happy mom's day to my amazing mama. we celebrated a day earlier cos my sista flew to sarawak on friday. it was a small celebration wt those two cucu mama yg tersyg sgt tu kan. Alhamdulillah to see all of us which i think mama did a very good job as a mother abd dad to all of us. not in my life i ever heard mama merungut cos of our behavior..all she did was understand the whole situation that she gotta faced as a single mother. i couldnt imagine her in her toughest years facing so much hustles in raising us up. with all respect...these very day i tend to realised Mama did everything to make us feels good and happy bout we have. never in my life i feel i didnt get what i want...rasa cam smua nyer cukup je all this while. best part is we get superb education and Alhamdulillah smua dh bekerjaya.
Mom, there is no any solid reason i couldnt love u much as u did to all of us. not just on mom's day..its everyday..every morning when all of us bout to go to work..we surely find u rite at the door step to salam and kiss u for us to be bless for the whole day. Seriously and Alhamdulillah, i never fail to do so. sometimes i even wish to raise up my kids just like mama did...penuh kasih sayang and kesyukuran. And all us never ask for more...cos we been train to just Bersyukur dgn ape yg ada. That is the greatest gift ever from my elderly. thanks for making me and others always berpijak pd bumi yg nyata~
Secondly, despite mom's day..my bakal mertua..ehem*..*blushed* came by my house. now, lets get into a real talk about me and my fututr husband. Finally, both parents meet. how i wish My Abah was there discussing on the matters. i bet he was around watching us all td. perhaps, he is bless to see his future son in law...serious, my future husband have similarity as my Late abah :( it feels so good and grateful to have it back in my life once again . Ya Allah, thank you in putting the puzzle that ive been looking for all this while. serious x sangka...jodoh aku tu drkat sgt all this while. BarakAllah~
papepon, today was the 1st time in getting the silatuhrahim between umah semakin berkembang. i really hope this kinda meeting up wt lead to a beautiful and amazing ending for both family. InsyAllah~ :)
love from a happy girl,
Sunday, March 3, 2013
for real...these is da day i feel im real..happiness are real and the smile on everyone face are just too good to be true. SuhannAllah..there is no words i could ever say...its just Alhamdulillah all da way. Today officially i've been BOoKeD! yeah...1 step ahead to welcome my other family.
Mama was so happy at last meeting up wt my other half mom. Sirahtulrahim di perpanjangkan lagi...and i just love it seeing both family merged happily. Mma and mak ( pronounced as it is~) get along pretty well...my sis and his sista and myself..alhamdulillah...i've lots of girls in family soon.yay! al maklum la...ive been raised up in a family wt majority of guys~huhu.... God knows what exactly i need most~ ^_^
my uncle and aunty was there as well when the family came to do the malay custom procedures. ..."merisik"~ i felt all blessed....till uncle told me..most probably there will be another meet up as the conversation between both family gotta be firm and focus..i got what he meant...cos in the 1st meet up we were just giving a room to know each other better more~ all this while..the story always came from either my mouth or my bf's. hehe...and uncle said..next meet up..he will meet the father and do the talk as well. there he is...my wali and been there as my dad all this while... :( wishing my abah witness da whole things happen earlier on today.... i bet he was round~ T_T..
His father didnt turned up on today...just his mother and his 3 sisters and his closest nephew ever. i'm ok wt it at first...till my sista mentioned this.. "maybe ayah dia x dtg umah kite cos tau linda dh x de ayah lg"....hmmm.....this is unfair...but to think back again...world isnt that fair enuff after all..me gotta be more thankful and pls...x moh pk bkn2..hee.
nway...im all blessed wt beautiful and most lovable people..yay!!
Monday, February 11, 2013
The only thing i could think is that i will never know how to demonstrate how grateful I am for having some of the weirdest, ting tong and crazy beautiful people in my life, my girlfrieds~ LEEN, SHARA, and SIKIN! truly missing the time we had spend through out our crazy lil world back then...it was totally a good memories for us to look back and smile once sweet day! hehe..
Thursday, January 31, 2013
today i think is not quite a productive day to me. 1st cos my proposition to client been rejected and secondly im atill stuck with this flu and caughing virus..its been almost 2weeks..all vitamins and pills been taken just nk baik cepat...guess its a sign from God kot for me to take a lil break from my works. week to week i've been working on 3 projects at the same time... 1 is obviously been rejected today..will see for another 2 more to be present soon..huhu.
And so in the evening i went to meet my doc again. kali ni amik ubat paling power...bak kata my bf. tot of makan my fav cendol and laksa bawah pokok somewherr near my house but too bad the kakak wt her van doesn't turn out to be at the same place. so, i went and makan shushi alone~
my brain is always functioning ..thinking bout job and such...but being alone this time im actually adapt wt whatever situation i came across. i pick a table at the corner of the sushi king. order my fav salmon sushi and enjoying looking around me till im focusing on this sushi manager. He smiled at me and i think probably he will be saying sumthing like... "kesian nyer budak ni..muke pucat and mkn sorank2"...but what im actually thinking was..."syok ke keja as manager kedai". this sponteneous thought happen in my mind cos what i see la...this guy just duduk caunter and everytime people masuk he will always pronounce 'ohaiyooo'...(dgn nada gumbira sgt)....hmm..then..dia bukak almari kire stok tisu..then gi kat tray kire the shushi stok kot...then casher duty on. and he did da same thing another 30mins. OmG! u guys must be thinking that i've no works just to lepak mkn sushi lelama kan...snap it! this is how im actually memuasabahkan diri...(btul ke ejaan aku ni..hee)
i used to think what if my life is not my life rite now? what if i actually only working and manage a shop and doing the same thing everyday...last time i always think and i wanted a life like what i have now...SubahannAllah...ape yg kite nk jd tuhan beri jua..its just that kite perasan atau tak kan~ and if we know it than Alhamdulillah..and thank to the Almighty God to giving us the kind of life we wanted sbb dia tau how strong seorang hamba tu can take His ujian. MasyAllah...sometimes we just hv to look around us and we know where we actually stand. *tunduk diri*
#justsharin je~ xx
Sunday, January 27, 2013
Friday, January 25, 2013
1st time dalam idup aku perkara yang aku slaloo look forward and appreciate every single moment on wedding event suddenly tonite had changed to such gloomy and sad feeling after all. Where is the girl who always happy, glamarous, smiling, stylish and confident when ever she attend a wedding ceremony?? where is she???
Ya Allah....if dialah org yg dijanjikan Mu halal bagi ku, maka lahirkan lah rasa itu kembali...lahirkan lah pandangan aku seperti saat pertama aku lihat dia. napa aku x bisa bercakap sambil lihat pada mata nya ya Rob..apa selama ini perkara aku pendam kini buat lidah aku kelu untuk berkata-kata, mata aku berpaling dr dia, jiwa meronta2 memohon kekuatan dari Mu. Sesungguhnya...tlah banyak sign yg aku nampak dia bkn untuk aku...and kali ini...aku akur. let me just redha atas ketentuan mu ya Rob...Engkaulah mencipta segala yg indah buat ku and aku yakin pada ketentuan Mu...and so.aku mula memandang serius untuk selamatkan diri and hati aku ini dahulu...terlalu lama aku tlah comprise with his feeling while actually im hurt inside in every seconds~
maka..cerita KITA ini...pada saat ini...aku hanya mampu berserah pada mu..sesungguhnya Engkau lah yg Maha mengetahui ape yg berada di depan kite and didalam hati kita sendri. my tears that falling down rite now cos of aku akur dgn segala ketentuan Mu ya Allah...kerna...aku hanya seorang perempuan yg lemah dan kini hanya mampu untuk senyap......... aku kesal...kesal kerna aku pilih untuk senyap walhal aku bisa berbicara and menegur sesama umat...tp apakan daya...hati aku terlalu pasrah dgn keadaan....
Saturday, January 19, 2013
having a kenduri isnt a new thing in my family. since im small, my parents always threw birthday parties...kenduri keayukuran, doa selamat..tahlil and ..yeah all celebrations indeed. hehe..myself and whole my siblings i guess dh adapt wt this kinda keramaian...mix with people from different ages is benda biasa...like my fwens are fwens wt my bros and mama knows i think nearly all of my fwens..hee.
myself as well friends and communicate wt mama's fwens, sis's fwen and my brothers' fwens. isnt that awesome?? huhu. yes it is. all the connections we had totally sumthing that we could count and respect on.
today, mama did a kenduri calling all her biro2 masjid al-rahman to attend a small celebration (trust me..my mom called it small but i think ita HuGe) lol...doa selamat on her 58th birthday, tahlil for abah and our families member yg lain...and od course for future undertaking..rezki....jodoh..yada...yada.....
pak cik..imam masjid...makcik...aunties...uncles...friends...relatives are all gathered together. setiap saat aku memerhatikan everyone and sumpah..i can see in every faces lay a wonder happy smile. Alhamdulillah. the feeling of seeing people enjoyed the food and the awesome get together moment really made me felt so blessed be in such a wonderful surrounding. from babies to a wrickles women....i did what i supposed to do. Ya Allah..tiap tetamu yg hadir tu adalah doa sejahtera untuk family aku ni. syukran al jaziran~
ada sorank mak cik ni la...kawan to my mother.guess she always went to masjid wt mama (gank masjid la kot) ...she came to me shaked hand with me and lama tul dia pegang tangan aku ni....sambil bertanya itu ini...but the one question she did asked me was..."awak anak hj Ani ni yg dulu sakit ke?"....hee..im like seriously??? seriously ke im famous among mama's fwen? huhu.
to be honest..it was really a hard time for mama to went thro back then. And this mak cik..gi usap kepala i..."Alhamdulillah..anak dh sihat...makin lawa plak tu" (perlu ke aku mention kat sini) ....and dia sambung..."cari jodoh dgn org yg btul2 menerima kite seadanya ye nak"...dah tu..dia siap bacakan doa depan muke aku ni...and cium dahi aku and said.." moga panjang umur and murah rezeki...assalamualaikum"... *confused* ni dh cam my birthday doa slamat la plak kan~ hehe
to be frank...it was a great celebration :) more barakah to my family and may God always bless us with wonderful things in His world . Amin.
Sunday, January 13, 2013
this weekend i have a top mission to be accomplish..1st i've to kemas2 my room..get rid of old items that i think useable and non useable guess it belong to the dusbin. so, on saturday ive been doing the wardrobe clearence.huhu. The whole day till my mom called me to teman her to her kilang sofa.
so there i went with her. blk tu i asked my mom to teman me buying a TV Led..hehe. since im decorating my own room..guess i throw out some items and i definitely gonna add on few stuffs. lol. smart TV Led brand phillip soon come into my room.yehhaaa~ btul ckp org...by the time umur nk dekat late twenty ni if not marry yet, we tend to distant our selve from hectic lifestyle...so..home person im to be soon. hiks! (not much of a thing to do nowdays)...smart tv is my toy to play around with.hehe. sampai demam2 la smalam dok kemas bilik...rearranged tables and drawers and decorate itu ini..
and this morning i went out jogging round my house park just to get a lil sweat. Alhamdulillah...fever gone lil bit. then, i did my breakfast at my sista's yawww before hit to IKEA~
waiting for my bro to teman is taking ages..let me do it and settle things by my own..sebaik la tulang 4 kerat aku ni still terdaya...well..im allergic to benda2 lembab..whats on my mind i always put it into real action....
tu dia...trying to be "iron lady" searching for my tv cabinet and i gotta panjat ...angkat...and do all sort of heavy duty works ALONE. *pengsan* but to think back...i juat smile~ hoping one day my hero will be there to help me out with men's stuffs....aiyakk~ penat woo..dh cam main reality game kena cari barang2 kat gudang ikea :(
today mission completed! Alhamdulillah..smua in order..and on time! both item will be deliver to my house 2moro..meanwhile...ehem* touch up bilik skit. 2013 ..told ya..its my freaking year~ more success story to be tell bout soon..insyallah.xx
Ya Allah...its just so freaking hard to understand guys sometimes. the more i dig my own effort in knowing him...i tend to get lost in transistion...* sambil dgr lagu naluri lelaki*
Maybe ....just maybe..i give it too much thought on what his thinking. cos i hv this big sympathy heart which i always think i can help to solve what ever problems that someone face it...hmm..dah la....remember la wahai linda...if someone doesn't even tell single story or seeking for help..jgn la nk gatal2 hv the thought of being a "super hero" ^_^
enuff said. wish we could travel in a same mind~ xx
Monday, January 7, 2013
i never been to Paris. all i know is a romantic city and i've this lil notty wish in my teenage years to have a wonderful French Kiss in front of effile tower..of course wt my hubby. but i happen went to Paris with my family~ @$!^#* kill that lil wish of yours, Linda)!(*#₩€=£《¤ hehe
Paris in my own words i would say...
1. kota romantik
2. Fashion city
3. Top designer collections
4. its a historical city
5. An art
6. smua muke stok model je...dari the one yg jd promoter for butik and kedai makan...*unique*
what in da world i could ever imagine celebrating my new year in Paris!! Like OMG..it is happening.. *double slapps* !! the best part..it was just me , mama and my lil bro!! mama told me once, the place that i standing was actually a same place as my late dad were capturing her photo. aww~ i donno i've my dad's vission to see whats da best angle to capture the image.huhu... memories after memories been told....thats the city my mama and abah were dating those days~ ♥
If i were to have the same thing to tell my kids..i will tell them...cyberjaya je tempat we all dating...x jauh pon~ haha. dasyat tul dating sampai ke paris...guess its during my mom study years in London~ beside side seeing, we did travel to a small town ..choisy Le Roy where we stay at. it is simple and a friendly town i can said.
Shopping was fantastic!!! others was great.....i officially fall in Love wt paris~ ♥
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Bismillahirahmanirahim~ Alhamdulillah..another year for me to venture. Of course..those past things that happen leave such a wonderful remark to me..either the bad or the good ones. I've literally made myself to a satisfied level which i would always thabk God and peopke round me. Syukur this year i end up and begin my year with my own Family.
2weeks plus me and my family went to a loooooooonggggggg europe holiday yaw!! inniatially was me travelling alone then my mom wanna join me...and end up 2 of my brothers also tag along. Awesome!! and it became a FAMiLY HOLiDAY. the best part a week before we pushed off, my sista from 1st family buzz and said that she will coming down to LONdOn!
ok..whats next? kekok plak rasa gi holiday wt family while at this age i gotta bring my kids and family rite...but hey hey...im still and always be my mom lil girl ^_^ hiks! ....London was awesome...its like shopping heaven! i touched down in London on christmas day....the city was quite empty..but hell yeah..the next day i witness 'the Boxing' day yaw!!
there goes half of my time in london..busy shopping and side seeing..not much of ay side seeing cos this is not my 1st time be in London city! basically, i enjoy much of my time wt my family. thats more important :)