the flying thoughts

Life has been a whirlwind and today I had the realization that i haven't been this fully happy in my life in a long time. I am completely content, inside and out and grateful for the people and experiences in my life that remind me that i'm alive...in love and constantly blessed by Allah's grace. Alhamdulillah...My road trip out of town somehow have open my eyes...

I've learned that the more i trust God and leave what i can't do in His hands, my life unfolds in ways that i never imagined. A lot of time is wasted because we are worrying about things we don't have control of or things aren't worth worrying about yet. Trusting in a higher being makes us more present.

PRESENT = more conscious = BETTER FOCUSED HUMAN BEINGS

I used to live life in a daze. Not taking control of the people surrounded myself with, the energy that i kept with me, not having the maturity and the strength to let go of people. I just went with the flow and not really understand that my life could be amazing or a daze, it was just up to me. I settle not thinking that if i redirected my focus and energy to the right things and people my life would change.

Life is just so much BEYOND what our mind can conceive. There is no reason ever to SETTLE or believe that these are our circumstances and that's all our lives will be. So many times i wanted to quit, i didn't know i was just around the corner from a break through. I keep my eyes on the prize and have faith more than anything else.

I honestly, truly believe God has BIG plans for us. Everything happens for a reason, we just need to heed the signs and trust more than we complain~ It isn't luck that gets us through life..it is hard work and faith all together.

There are thousands of thoughts actively growing in my mind as i drive my way to Melaka. Another alone road trip that have captivate me to have a deep thoughts on things that been surrounded me lately. Feelings and thinking always play such a sentimental value in me. Works , loves and enjoyment are part of it~

I stopped my car somewhere 'senawang' RNR cos of heavy rain. My vision seems burly. I sat silently inside my car looking at the rain drops fallen on my car window. And then i started to look on my twitter updates. Of all the updates this is one that really captured my eyes...

"Adam..jika kau tidak berniat untuk mengawininya, berniatlah segera, jika tidak, jangan kau ganggu lagi dia. Hormatilah bakal zaujah Adam lain."

"Hawa, cukup-cukuplah dikaburi dengan harta, pangkat & nama Adam. Rasa gah berdampingan dengan Adam yang punyai itu smua? Periksa niatnya. Niatmu." - Dr. Anwar Fazal

and subahannAllah...i started thinking....

In my eyes...

Little did they know, what's essential is invisible to the naked eyes~

How do i put LIFE in my own words?? 

I come to realize so many things...like sometimes i just sit here and think about my life in 2 to 3 years to come...of course less worries and look out for a wonderful things to happen..like really2 happen ^_^ 

So far... i enjoy my life as it is...

Two days ago i went to Halem son's Birthday party...Halem a fwen of mine back in my high school years. Few days before she called me and told me that she will be having a birthday party for her son, Syamil. And out of people she called me for lil help...well its all about graphic in designing her door gift sticker. Knowing me...it was way simple to do so and its a YES..come on...to think back da time Syamil was born i didn't have a chance to pay a visit...so, doing this kinda thing probably will make Halem happy :)

Tadaaa~~ this is the kinda lousy art sticker i made for lil Syamil~ (to be place on goodybag)

Wooo..how time flies really fast. Tau2 this lil Syamil is ONE YEAR old...and so i told halem that is she plan to have another one~~ jeng jeng jeng....all she answered is..."i will wait for you" *touched* well...if it is that easy i might want it now,thou. I swear to God, women round my age all they look up is having their own cute babies....Marry is another issue but we definitely have this 'naluri keibuan' which automatically LOVE KIDS and wish in having one. ^_^'its just beauty indeed~

In my sincere eyes...i see having a family is one of the most beautiful gift to oneself. I mean..i've been mingling round with fwens who are married and everything pon seems so beautiful. They are loving, responsible and hardworking in making their family in a good terms. To add on, having a baby will somehow carry a weight in both husband and wife relationship. This is what i see and figure it out after seeing my friends. *cam best je idup berumahtangga ni kann*~  

And so...another good fwen of mine is married. AIZUDDIN AZMI is the name. we both actually from a same Uni and i knew him back then from several of my fwens. Not that close to him but we practically when thro a same disaster relationship...at the same time..once upon a time la~~ lol..and now...alhamdulillah..he made it to go thro it and found the one who will complete his life puzzle~ 

This is another beautiful things in my eyes~~ MARRIAGE. Glad to know that in order to get sumthing amazing, God created some hustles for us to go thro it with patient. Then, from the imperfection comes the BEAUTY~  See it, learn it and adapt to it. 

Smart people are the one who over thinkers, the insure ones and the different ones. They know whats the real world is like. They analyze every lil thing in life.

WHY?? 

To avoid getting hurt and to find happiness. They stay up at night trying to think bout every possible situation to get through all the problems. They think toooo much but trusr less people. Their insecurity proves their respect towards themselves. 

Of course they try to live away from drama-filled life. 

Smart people know their worth, now that's the one worth keeping by your side~

Purchase & Donate Project~

I always have a big heart in creating a smile on someones face. Most of all, in my work duty or anything, basically deep in my heart i always starts with prayers and sincere intention towards sumthing i wanna do. I'm in sales and marketing line..of course in media world..i can said all this while Alhamdulillah,cos of I'm kind of hardworking and  my efforts make me earns pretty good perks out of the sales deal i closed. And not forgetting, every cents that i get i make myself to 'Pusat Zakat Selangor'. Well, we gotta always think that not everyone has fortunate life rite. So, there i go share my hardworking profits i get with the one who really needs help.

It has been my own practice in myself to do so as i always see my parent did all this amal jariah thingy since i was a kid. And alhamdulillah, the good values keep on and on growing to next generation...perhaps soon gonna be develop in my 'junior me'. hiks! InsyAllah~ So, Whats up with this 'Purchase & Donate Project?'

Let me go by a teaser.... a partnership boutique!jeng jeng jeng....!~Ahaks! Yes! I'm in the middle of helping my mom expanding her boutique into a proper and upgrade business. And at the same time partnership with my good friend in doing online boutique. Discussion and paper work all done and now there is some added value that we both had agreed to put in a project called " Purchase and donate"! cool aitw ;)

The project is currently in alpha stage of development. We are still putting some minor issues like 10% of the purchasing money will be donate to unfortunate kids or single parents or orphanage or even Animals rite society. Those associations are still under our consideration.. :)

And so..i started with selling this online on my instagram : Lindaroos7 .huhu

Purchase & Donate Project : Nice & comfy handmade shoe for SALES!!

Price : RM 99.90 (each)

Size: 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9

PM if you wanna purchase it..and every purchase 10% goes for donation..InsyAllah to unfortunate and single parents~

Peace! xx